Wednesday, January 5, 2011

I'm never kissing a dog again

You should have seen my bloodied face. It was SOO bloody my little brother almost had a heart attack. 

Maybe it was my bad. Nanggigil ako e. Why not, it's our dog and I did not think that it will attack me the moment I tried to kiss him. I think sometimes loving your pets too much has a price. 


I entered our home covering my face, removed my hands and Mama and Ralph saw the pouring blood. There was SOO much blood I must have looked like a cast from Saw IV. HAHAHA It must have felt like a morbid film with that much blood gushing out. Even Ralph had difficulty breathing! Atakihin daw ba sa puso. 


So I was rushed to ER's on two hospitals. The first one giving first aid, then the second having had vaccines. However, one of the two anti-rabies vaccines that I need costs P12,000! It's that much because it will be directly injected on the wounds because the bites are on the face and near the brain. Which makes it more dangerous. 


We got shocked, Mama, Papa and I. So right now, we are finding ways to produce that amount. There are good people ready to help us and I'm thankful. 


I'm also thankful that Mama and Papa embrace me most of the time last night, especially Papa who stayed with me when I was being injected with the anti-rabies shots. It was scary you know! 


I'm also thankful that parts of my face wasn't torn off. The nice nurse was so nice telling me that consolation. Honestly, I wouldn't know what would be of me if that happened. 


I'm still praying that I wasn't infected with rabies, I hope so. Luckily it's our own dog and it's vaccinated and definitely clean. But of course, we couldn't risk. Rabies is 100 percent fatal. 


So please, do pray for me. 


Our dog would have to go though, I don't think I could stand seeing it everyday. It's his last two weeks. 


About my face, hmmm of course I'll have scars but what can I do. I pretty much accepted it. I know I'm vain and all but after all, it's just the facade. One's goodness and purpose and dreams, cannot be hindered by the scars on his face. So I'm not fretting. But it's such a mess! XD


Well I can still write, ain't I! ^^


Peace sign duh!


To hell with the red ribbon!

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Starting 2011, with a brave heart

2011 has just started and I'm moving on already. Moving ahead of what transpired during the first days.

I wouldn't say it was a mess. The first of January was like the happiest I had ever been. But I guess it has a price. And the price is sadness alright. But thinking about everything that's been said and done, especially on my part, I look back and honestly, I still think I'm happy. 

Happy that the truth is out. Things just don't go our way, more often than not, maybe, but we just have to accept it. Have a brave heart. Let the heart be sad, for the happiness it thought it almost had, but let it be braver. The heart feels and you know you're alive. 

Again I fell for the wrong person. I loved someone who can't return the love. 

Now, I'm moving on, with smiles, not tears.

This is the beginning of the year 2011. Plus my birthday is coming. I don't know why but I'm really excited. (WONDERS.)

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I noticed that people around me are extra nice! I've received too may chocolates just this day and I'm SO happy! Like chocolates! I love them sooooooo! :D

Monday, January 3, 2011

New crush, at last!

I thought Daniel Radcliffe was the last one. Because I really am a Harry Potter fan, and it's been a long time since I remember that feeling of being a fan girl bordering on obsession. 

But after I watched The Chronicles of Narnia- The Voyage of the Dawn Treader tonight on DVD, I remember how pretty close the admiration, or should I say the adoration was when I was first saw Ben Barnes on The Chronicles of Narnia- Prince Caspian. 

OH YES. BEN BARNES! The beauty of him as Prince Caspian. 

Then as I said I watched the third installment in film of The Chronicles of Narnia and happily enough, Prince Caspian was still starred! And the joy! He's so handsome! I have too much crush on him! 

And then, of course being a fan girl I did the needed research! and guess what I found out! He was the lead role in the 2009 film Dorian Gray!!!!!!!

LIKE OMG! Dorian Gray! It's based on the novel by Oscar Wilde-- The Picture of Dorian Gray. I've read an excerpt of the book and it's my dream to finish it. And then BOOM! I found out that Ben Barnes played Dorian Gray! 



All the more reason to be obsessed. >.<

Here's Ben Barnes on The Voyage of the Dawn Treader-


And here's him in his real life awesomeness!



This is love!