Sunday, September 18, 2016

When Bullet went ‘slow’

Seated at the center of Route 196’s tiny stage, the singer-songwriter began tuning his guitar and in between this meticulous ceremony, he asked the few remaining people if they were already tired or if they were still OK.

It’s almost 3 a.m.

Perhaps, he meant to tell it to himself. He came from a long gig at a different venue also in Quezon City.

But regardless, he managed to give the intimate crowd a heartfelt show. He was a natural named Bullet Dumas.



He sings—and talks
Dumas told the few ones—around 20 or so of them—who waited for him that they can sit on the floor if they felt like it.

Ako ang (mag)-cool down ng gabi ninyo (I will cool down your night),” said the closing act of “The Rest is Noise 14” live gig last September 10 at Route 196. It was staged by Vandals on the Wall, one of the leading producers in the local indie music scene today.

And then right after performing his first song “Ikaw,” he sought the comments of the audience if he came too loud for them. “Hindi ba crispy (ang tunog)?”

“Crisp!” someone from the crowd kindly corrected.

“Crispy. Masarap kasi e!” he answered heartily eliciting laughter from everyone.  That was just the first of many witty and funny adlibs thrown all throughout his performance.

He also explained each song, whether who it was written for, or why the lyrics were written as such. And that all that he played were different from the ones played at his earlier gig.

In another honest instance, the artist asked everyone if they had a pair of scissors. One of his tuning pegs was damaged from overuse that he wanted to just cut off the guitar string.

Obviously frustrated by the dilemma, Dumas kept apologizing despite noting, “Sabi nila, hindi daw dapat mag-sorry (ang artist) sa stage (They say, artists shouldn’t be saying sorry while on stage).

“Sorry.”

His avid listeners who regularly follow his gigs would know that this was the usual Dumas: an engaging kind of talkative.

He always had a way with words, which was even more evident in his songwriting.

Slow set
With a set of slow songs in mind for the gathering deep into the night, Dumas played a beautiful medley of three songs beginning with “Awit at Liriko,” a micro-song about pretty much what the title was.

The second titled “Pahinang Ito” was something personal for it was written for his late mother. He put on the shoe of a friend who saw her friend’s name in the obituary.

It was about loss but the requiem was nothing but tragic. He sang how one obituary can be ordinary to most but for that friend, the fonts were so beautiful. Just like the beautiful soul that was now lost.

“These songs usually take long to finish and oftentimes result in numerous versions before it is good to go. I tend to let the songs ‘ripen’ by themselves. I critique my work a lot that’s why my music writing takes a lot of time,” he expressed in an artist biography written by the Francis “Brew” Reyes, Filipino music legend.

In the same story, he admitted that “love—or the lack of it” was also a favorite theme in his songs. Just like that song where he hummed “La la la la” in the beginning only to be replaced by “Malala na” in the end.



Different folk
Google published articles about him online and many have likened him to some of the Philippines’ most distinguished folk artists namely Joey Ayala, Gary Granada, and Cynthia Alexander.

But Dumas’ folk was progressive and contemporary. In an article posted at manila.coconuts.co, his style was described to be filled with “nice guitar chops, unusual time measurements, different vocal phrasings, and random tunings.”

And although his set for The Rest is Noise 14 was described as slow, his unique sound—produced by only two machines: his vocal chords and acoustic guitar—still came through.

Even Coldplay’s “The Scientist” was stripped of its originality and became distinctly Dumas: raw.

This was even obvious in “Two Thirds Sensible,” which was erratic just like his other upbeat and fast songs. It was actually a deviation from the previously played songs because according to him, he could not remember playing his original choice.

Nasira ‘yong slow set ko. Nagpapaka-Johnoy Danao pa naman ako (My slow set was ruined. Just when I’m trying to be Johnoy Danao)!”

(Danao is fellow acoustic artist and good friend of his. Together with Ebe Dancel, a mainstream singer-songwriter, the trio is collectively known as 3D.)

But he had to make do. It did not matter what song, no one complained.


Still the humbled performer, he looked everyone in the eye and said his thanks before firing away like speeding bullet. 

(Photos are mine and taken using Fujifilm X-E1)

Sunday, August 28, 2016

Baring myself; reclaiming my voice

Where did my voice go?

This hit me last Sunday, August 28, as I sat inside the Ballroom 1 of Raffles Hotel in Makati City, listening to authors young and old featured in the session “Stranger than Fiction: How Real Life Shapes Stories” of The Philippine Writers and Readers Festival 2016.

I couldn’t have wished to be in any other room that day. I was put there for a reason.

Because as the authors explained how they write to express themselves—be it in poetry, essay, chick lit, etc.—I came to the realization that I had stopped writing for myself.

It might sound selfish but no. Opening up had become so difficult for me now.

To think that when I started blogging back in college, I was always so carefree and feisty. I would write whatever it was that I felt and post it for the world (wide web) to read—or not read. It did not matter. What mattered was that I have released my thoughts and emotions through written word.

And then I graduated and entered the real world—ha! Talk about cliché.

But you’d probably tell me: “You are a writer. What’s the matter?”

Correct. I was a lifestyle reporter for the oldest newspaper in the country. To finish Journalism was one thing, but to actually practice it was another. I was living the dream.

For five years, I enjoyed everything. Every little bit of it, I am grateful for. The hardships, the teachings and trainings, the people I met along the way.

But in journalism, I was always telling the stories of others. I devoted my all to it: time, energy, creativity.

That was when I lost my voice. That was when I have kept myself to myself.

So read me now as I bare myself and reclaim my voice.




Last week, I bumped into one of my favorite columnists. She told me afterwards, “You are always so positive.”

True and false.

For those who have known me long enough to actually know me, I am generally a happy and optimistic person. But because I have already formed this image to the public, I sometimes portray this image just for show.

Because in the past year, I have gone through some of the darkest days of my life.

Still, I would show up smiling and laughing. Don’t get me wrong, if I acted as such, then I meant it. It’s just that I very seldom and shortly reveal that defeated part of me.

I would just cry at night, and then manage to be better in the morning.

But what was the cause of all of this, clearly there must be something?

Back-to-back heartaches. Whoa!!! Viola!!! O yeah.

Nagulat ka ba? Sana naman! I would get disappointed if not.

Kidding aside, I had thankfully managed to pick my heart back in place. Unfortunately though, a tinge of paranoia was left. Sometimes, I get scared and confused as shit. Such restless heart, indeed.

That’s just the way it is now. My only resolve is that happiness is a choice. And I will still choose to be happy like I have always been.

***

Hopefully, in my next essay, I would be talking about something more meaningful than sugarcoats and heartbeats. Like how it’s so difficult to live but so easy to get judged as a woman in the Filipino society? #Soon. 

Sunday, February 14, 2016

Valentine's Day Salubong at #UPFair2016

"Roots." 


Franco, Amen. 

The title of UP Fair's show last night, February 13/14, was so fitting. It felt good to be back. 

Well, to be clear, I am not an alumna of the University of the Philippines. But since college (PUPian at iskolar din ng bayan) and a few years after graduating, it has been a tradition of mine (together with my college barkada) to watch the uni's annual fair that has featured up and coming, as well as already established acts in the local, alternative music scene throughout the years. 

Unfortunately, as I got absorbed by my profession, I found less, lesser and no time at all to go the fair even if I wanted to, badly.

This year, plans to return to UP Fair finally fall through once again despite the backing out of my favorite gig buddy Xerlyn Lanaza. I had three persons to thank, Grace and Guian, two of my good friends at work who also love rock/alternative Filipino music, and my cousin Charles from UP, who bought us tickets ahead of the Saturday concert. 

But why go to the #Roots2016 show? Well, of course there is Franco, my favorite local band since Sugarfree disbanded. Speaking of Sugarfree, its former frontman Ebe Dancel was also part of the line up. Completing my must hear musician is indie artist Bullet Dumas. I first heard him in an acoustic set last year and I am hooked. Iba siya. 

Another big name in the Saturday line up is mainstream act Parokya ni Edgar, which has been in the music industry for quite a long time already. Matibay ang staying power ng bandang ito. There is also UP Fair favorite Tanya Markova, known for their quirky melodies and lyrics. I quite like them and it would be my first time to hear them live. 

As usual, Roots remained to be one of the most-awaited among UP Fair's five-day concert. It is staged by the UP Economics Society and UP Underground Music Community. 

With a week of excitement building up in me, it was a bit unfortunate that work finished late last night. We were able to leave office at 9 p.m. already. Tapos trapik (tangna this). Sucks right. 

Because of this, I arrived to hear Ebe Dancel's soulful voice already filling the humid air of UP's Sunken Garden. As he wailed the lyrics of "Tulog Na," I was reminded Sugarfree's farewell performance at the fair some three years ago, and other memories related to the song sans UP Fair. Haha. 

Now indulge me. After all, it was the night before Valentine's Day and the last time I was at UP Fair was Valentine's Day (click here to read). The difference, I was in a relationship then. This time, I was "independent." #IndependenceDay


Red is the color of love. Love for music. Parokya ni Edgar on stage. 
Lest I digress. 

Thankfully, despite missing Ebe's set, my friends and I were still in time for the other much-awaited acts. Honestly, I did not know what to expect from then. 

Until Parokya ni Edgar started playing. Although I am not really a fan, it was enjoyable enough for me to see the audience singing and jumping along with the band. Simple pero rock, kumbaga. Also, kudos to Chito Miranda, the band's frontman, for attempting to sing "Bagsakan" alone. For those who do not know the song, it is the one where his band collaborated with the late and great Francis M, and today's most prominent Filipino rapper Gloc 9. 


The ever quirky and lively Tanya Markova
And then a few underground acts like Tard and The Gory Orgies played in between until Tanya Markova was up next. 

I had high expectations from the band, they sound awesome in record. In live, it was so-so especially in terms of vocals. Nevertheless, they fed the crowd with much needed energy as the night was getting deeper. 

After Tanya Markova, I thought I was just waiting for Franco to perform. I had lost hope in watching Bullet Dumas live again because I believed he would play earlier than those who had big record labels under their belts. 

Not that I belittle him or anything but of course, being an indie singer-songwriter makes him less known to the general public. But not to Roots' concertgoers. Many were awaiting his return after his debut at UP Fair only last year. 

And so when I saw him preparing his guitar, my heart leaped. The perfect Valentine's gift. 

I soon noticed that I was not the only one shrieking in impatience to hear Bullet live. It was good to hear many youngsters cheering for him! 

Si Bullet at ang kanyang gitara.
Bullet opened his short but sweet 15-minute set with my favorite song of his, "Ninuno," which calls on Filipinos to honor our ancestors by protecting Mother Earth. 

It was followed by "Tugtog," which as he told in his spiel, was inspired by the the beating sound of the heart which as he observed, sounded like "tug-tog, tug-tog."

While Bullet was at his element as usual, his male percussionist and female bassist (sorry I did not get their names) that night were also awesome. Thanks to them, Bullet's music became fuller and even more intricate. 

To cap his performance, he was suddenly joined by spoken word artist Juan Miguel Severo for a truly heart-breaking, hugot-filled collaboration. The feels man! 

Salamat sa malupit na set Bullet. Sa susunod muli. 

And finally, Franco and his band. What is there to say? Whenever that man is on stage, he is sure to set it on fire. 

He started his gig with a song nobody seemed to know. I hope it's a new one for a new album. Wished he talked about it naman


Francoception.
And then the classic "Castaway" from band's the self-title debut album released way back in 2009. This definitely pumped everybody up. Picking up the pace even more was another hit "Better Days," but this time from second album Soul Adventurer. Without a doubt, both songs brought hands and horns up in the air. 

I did wish Franco played "Uprising," because it is timely now that election period in the country has began. It about "Babylonian politicians" after all!

Ending the Valentine's eve was "Song for the Suspect," to which the musician of Cebuano descent said: "Sana hindi pa kayo nagsasawa dito!"

I say never.  


One love, jah love
Come and feel the vibe
He's given us the herb
Rising from under the earth
With soul we can unite
So give me and pass me the light
Throw away all your hate come, come with me
With that, I am happy to report that despite only six and a half musicians left to listen to, my thirst for live alternative Filipino music was quenched. Solb! 

As a side note, I was a bit disappointed to see how UP Fair had become overly commercialized with booths of big enterprises scattered all over the Sunken Garden. Of course this is positive development but it made one feel that the fair had lost ample space for concertgoers to just hang around. 

But well whatever. As long as one is there for the music. Hope to be back next year! 

As post script, I finally returned to UP Fair with a decent camera! So...

(ALL PHOTOS ARE MINE. TAKEN FUJIFILM XE1)