One moment, I was smiling, it was bordering on bliss and hope, of bliss and hope! The next moment, I was brooding. Then with a snap, it became a flood of doubts and fears, of doubts and fears!
Do I blame myself for being so silly? Do I always have to act like a child who is offered chocolates and candies? Do I stop the inability to control my feelings? What am I really? I tell you I'm crazy!
Paranoia kills me! How many times, how many times! Now I get mad at myself! Are those all excuses? I feel I've already lost battle.
One day I'll get better at this. If only I'd like those who fall for me instead, then maybe it'll really get better.
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